all month.. i’ve been making fun of my brothers because they’re gotten with the love bug and stuff. idek now. I realized I was making fun of myself.

No, it’s not love. No shit, I know that.

but, today, as usual Ashley and M (no full names..) were sitting behind me as always. Before it didn’t bother me, but it does now. idek why. It just.. I feel mad that he talks to her and not me. In fact, he hates me. I don’t care if he talks to me or not but he hates me for no reason and always calls me names and throws shit at me and makes fun of me. 

Don’t give a shit if it’s for fun, it’s annoying. When I did nothing. Last 2 years, I didn’t even talk to him and this year its like I effin murdered his best friend. Now.. it just bothers me a lot.. that he talks to her more.. idk why… cuz I don’t like him. I know I don’t.. I just… bleh. stuff annoys me. I hate L.A class now cuz of the seating. I’m tired of this thing..