Alright, one more time.

Not directed towards anyone AT ALL.

A bit.

But directly, no.

At a group.

I think - I don’t know, just read this.

I miss Jay.

Yes, I want him back so much.

But does that mean I don’t want the other members? No.

I love the other members equal. Let me tell you this situation with Mango.

Kpop to me.. it’s just an escape.

Where I live.. how do I say it.. SEX is like the main topic of everything. While in Korea, It’s so restricted and thats what I love about it. Everything being restricted makes it cleaner. I guess you can say.. I’m living in my own little world that nothing is wrong.

I like Kpop because it’s not like the US. It’s cleaner, like stated before. That way, I can just be a fangirl by myself with anyone IRL ruining it for me. So yes. To me; Kpop = an escape.

People need to understand.. the reason why Hottests are like this. I’m not gonna speak for ALL hottests, but for me.

I love 2PM. All members. Taecyeon, Khun, Chansung, Wooyoung, Junho, Junsu and Jay.

But.. when a part goes away, it’s sad. How can you like all of them when one is missing? Let me explain it another way (that previous sentence can be misunderstood). I, as a hottest, love all the members.

Now that Jay has left months ago, I still love the members. That will never change. But I miss Jay - am I allowed not to? Just because I’m rooting for another to comeback does NOT mean I don’t love the others too.

What other Hottests are doing, you know, bashing JYPE. I admit, those previous things about how they were saying to: Take the boys out of the shows they’re main and stuff - those were disgusting. How can you say that? Stop others happiness for one? And especially those other ones - “Wooyoung, we have no time to care.”

Yes, we love Jay. But if people were true Hottests, they would say - “You know, I love Jay. I want him back. But let’s not cause trouble for the other members and remind them we love them too.”

I’m not exactly sure what’s my point is but.. I think it’s for people to stop judging the Hottests. Yes, what they’re doing is wrong - the ones doing that stuff damaging the other members. But on the other hand, can you blame them? Can you blame me?

Truthfully, I really admire them for sticking up for our Leader even though I don’t agree with ALL the Hottests. People might say, “Are you stupid? They’re ruining them with this whole Jay thing. He’s just one person.”

Wait, just to clear it up, I’m going to address the fans who just plain want Jay back (NOT the ones damaging the other members).

Let me give an example; if you love.. let’s say SNSD.

9 members right? Many say - “The power of 9.”

In 2PM’s case - “The power of 7.” (not the real slogan but you get it, right?)

One member of SNSD leaves. You LOVED all 9 members, wouldn’t YOU feel sad? Wouldn’t YOU want her (him in 2PM’s case) back? Seriously, I’m kinda getting mad at the people who are addressing Hottests’ as one. We’re separated in groups.

Sure, all we am are fangirls and fanboys. Who cares.. that doesn’t stop us of what we want. We will take it seriously if we want to. We don’t need people judging us for that. So cross out the idea of we’re JUST fangirls. wdgas*

I really don’t know what else to say.. due to me being hungry right now. But take this into consideration (whatever I was trying to say..).

Back to me, A part of what I love is gone. I’m sad. (which refers to above where I said Kpop = my escape)

Yeah, I don’t know what else to say.. /byebye.

*we dont give a shit