http://thatmangogirl.tumblr.com/

:)

idk.

i just realize today..

no matter what.

even if i did nothing wrong at all, people just naturally hate me.

i know i shouldnt care, but i do. i care a whole hell lot.

when they first meet us, they always hate me but not them. i dont expect them to hate them but hell… what did i do wrong…

its like “oh hey, lets go against mango day.”

i hate this.

i hate how nobody gives me a chance anymore. not a chance to be their friends. not a chance to see how nice i could be. not a chance at all.

i dont get it.. why dont i get a chance? why do they get more of a chance than me? sometimes in school i just wanna run out. i cant take it anymore. i dont want to take bullshit from people but i cant just drop shit. i cant just stop time.

people effin suck.

i also realized on top of that.

even after school… i feel lonely…

my own best friend.. i hardly talk to her…. how can i expect to talk to anyone else more than her? nobody IMs me anymore.. such tiny things but they really bother me.. like really, am I a person to not like? what are my flaws? tell me.. i want to change them…

all month.. i’ve been making fun of my brothers because they’re gotten with the love bug and stuff. idek now. I realized I was making fun of myself.

No, it’s not love. No shit, I know that.

but, today, as usual Ashley and M (no full names..) were sitting behind me as always. Before it didn’t bother me, but it does now. idek why. It just.. I feel mad that he talks to her and not me. In fact, he hates me. I don’t care if he talks to me or not but he hates me for no reason and always calls me names and throws shit at me and makes fun of me. 

Don’t give a shit if it’s for fun, it’s annoying. When I did nothing. Last 2 years, I didn’t even talk to him and this year its like I effin murdered his best friend. Now.. it just bothers me a lot.. that he talks to her more.. idk why… cuz I don’t like him. I know I don’t.. I just… bleh. stuff annoys me. I hate L.A class now cuz of the seating. I’m tired of this thing..

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you’ve drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. 

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. 

You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don’t see you as a flirt. You don’t think much about yourself.

god how creepy is this.. its all true :x

Seriously now, M. (I’m just gonna say his initial)

Stop.. just stop, please.

You’re such.. a jerk…A bad person… A bastard!

I didn’t do anything to you.. please.. I don’t know why you’re doing this.. At first, I thought it was all jokingly. So I played along and stuff… but it’s not fair anymore. Right now.. I’m so pressured. I’m so.. I wish the time would stop.. yet you keep adding on.. 

Saying these things.. and throwing shit at me.. stop it. Funs over now. If you’re serious about all this.. then why? Why bully me all the time? Saying you bitch, ugly fat ass, asshole… 

I hate you! so go away, M. You’re such a nuiscane.. I just want the rest of this year to go peacefully but you are adding so much stress.  I can’t believe I used to like you once.. I should’ve known better.. You’re just … an asshole! Along with Sead. You both.. such bastards..

I wish you would go away…… and leave me alone forever…

on twitter, someone asked Khun if he was lonely…

he replied “yes”

and now that reply & several other replies to Hottests are deleted..

and before that, he had http://www.youtube.com/user/ArtofMovementCrew

in his WEB thing but it was soon replaced with the 2pm daum cafe.

in case he deletes the other tweets…